Being a Hero by Being a Coward

Lore158This is the First Letter of Lore158.

27/11/2007 or 27/11/27 or 9/11/9 21:22 (cell’s time) 9:26pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have 21 hours that can also be 9pm which gives 9:22pm. But if we add all the numbers in the First And Second Time is 9 + 22 + 9 + 26 = 66. And 6 + 6 = 12 – the number of fulfillment.

Dear Lore

Designed to resemble the eye of a falcon, this symbol is called the Eye of Ra or Eye of Horus represents the right eye of the Egyptian Falcon God Horus. As the udjat (or utchat), it represented the sun, and was associated with the Sun God Ra (Re).
The mirror image, or left eye, represented the moon, and the God Tehuti (Thoth). (A very similar concept of the sun and moon as eyes appears in many religious traditions)
According to legend, the left eye was torn from Horus by his murderous brother Seth, and magically restored by Thoth, the God of magick. After the restoration, some stories state, Horus made a gift of the eye to Osiris, which allowed this solar deity to rule the underworld. The story of this injury is probably an allusion to the phases of the moon as the eye which is “torn out” every month.
Together, the eyes represent the whole of the universe, a concept similar to that of the Taoist Yin-yang symbol. Spiritually, the right eye reflects solar, masculine energy, as well as reason and mathematics. The left eye reflects fluid, feminine, lunar energy, and rules intuition and magick. Together, they represent the combined, transcendent power of Horus.

Do you remember this piece I wrote to you? It was in the choice of the shape of the “kind of ruby that has the same qualities than a real ruby”. The choice of the shape was the form of an eye, because of my links to ancient Egypt. But I have came to a stunning conclusion tonight. And I have underlined and highlighted the part of the eye-thing that is actually important. I know the Christian Bible says that in being sort of a coward, lies your strength. And if you look at the word coward, it gives a c and “oward” or where the o is also the symbol used in 0(ne), the no 0(ne) letter in our Alphabet is “A”. So we have a “c” and “award”. And everywhere in these past letters of mine about the night sky, I came across three things everywhere. Whether it is the three kings or whatever. Everything always ended on a 3. But 3 is a number of confirmation, but 3 is also 111 – especially if you take that the letter about the milky way comes down to 3 kings (3 of the same). And 111 is for me “reveal/revelation”. So what is this big “reveal/revelation”? If we look at “king”, it works out as follow:

K = 11th letter or 2
I = 9th letter
N = 14th letter or 5
G = 7th letter

And if we add all these numbers we get at the end a 5. Which is the Sacred Number of the White Lions, which are seen as having an obstacle to hunt for themselves or in a way, being (because of their skin color) cowards, because their skin color make them not such big survivors in the veld like the tawny ones. But they are also seen as the Messengers of God.

So it seems the award that the Egyptian man wanted to show me, was in the sky, but I missed it until last night, when I was woken at about 11:00pm, and my body was feeling very uncomfortable, and with little bit of sky, funny enough, the full moon was shining into my room and I could see it through my blinds. And then, just as I saw that Egyptian man, I saw a man that is like Tarzan or something. But he was sitting in a tree and tried to cut his eye three times with a knife (just above the eye), but couldn’t for some or other reason. Then he let the “knife” fell down, which could have also been a “sword”, but in the falling process I saw it becoming my “wrist ring”.

And although all my friends in Cape Town told me that I am going back to Cape Town, as they instinctively feel that way, my place is at home – whether I am a coward by doing that or not!

Rather stay in the house and be a coward not to move out and not let my dog put down. Even in my shooting incident I was a coward – although our facilitator of the Archetype Course thought that was a hero story – me actually being a coward or 111-award. And that is what the left and right eye in this Universe must reach, to get to the 111-award or be the coward and hero at the same time. But what I realized about my shooting doing the course about “Archetypes”, I discovered by telling what happened, what actually happened there. I was running after the girl who had the so called stolen child. And I looked down at my legs and they looked like light, I could only make out my shoes and I was running faster and faster and I saw the girl with the child coming closer and closer. That is when I started thinking but what am I going to do with this girl and child? And suddenly I was helped out, as I was too much of a coward to actually take hold of this girl by force – I was scared I was going to have to have a physical fight with her and I did not want to hurt her or the child. So my problem was solved when her father shot me and I fell to the ground and did not have to hurt her or the child.

I have never looked at it this way before, but only realize now that with the other stuff I have put together this last two weeks on the blog, that what I have missed is that to become 111-awards (cowards), we join the “eyes” to make the Universe what that highlighted underlined part says.

It is not easy to say you are a coward, that is where the unspeakability of that comes from. And also that it is unbelievable and unacceptable at this stage.

So I have admitted it eventually and realized it eventually. I am a coward and a hero at the same time. Another opposite that seems to be just an illusion – as it is the measurement of hero and coward as a state of mind, that is making the illusion of the state of mind we have, believing in opposites, that is no illusion to me anymore. This coward/hero opposite was exposed to me (their illusion) now, so that I can combine the two “eyes of the Universe into One”. And I will get the confirmation “award” for that. And this I realized at 8:53pm with the 8 the Weaver of Fate and 53 my domino when we left Cape Town.

WARM REGARDS
Renee
27/11/2007 21:55 (cell’s time) 9:58pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have 21 + 5 + 5 = 31. And from the minutes of the Second Time we have 5 + 8 = 13, just the inverses.

This is the Second Letter of Lore158.

28/11/2007 8:26am (cell’s time) 8:30am (computer’s time) with the hour in both instances the Weaver of Fate.

Dear Lore

I  am doing more and more things wrong! And I was lying on my bed now and wondering why, why am I doing all these wrong things? And I was shown something. There was a church and inside the church the lights was on, but everybody was just singing hymns from the hymnbooks. And I thought to myself – that singing was always so boring to me when we actually went to church. But I was looking from the dark inside into the light, but inside, in the light, it was a boring thing going on. And then I realized something I actually realized last week already, but just did not take notice of it. I am actually in a jail. My whole perspective world is this little flat and the few times I get to the nearest Pick and Pay. And that is what my jail consist of. No wonder I am doing things wrong – as people in jail are there because they do things wrong.

So I did something wrong (or so it feels) – again, like usual. Like phoning my parents when the dog is ill and when my parents are on holiday. And when my parents tell me exactly not to bother my brother – so when I did what they said and then I phone my parents, my brother gets phoned by my father and my brother come and my brother come to our house and is very cross with me because I phoned my parents while they were on holiday. But I was acting on command of my father who said I must not bother my brother while they are away. All these misunderstandings just because I am in jail! I must do things wrong – even if it is a misunderstanding, as my frame of perspective is only this little flat and perhaps Pick and Pay. I am like the dogs. And in a previous letter I told you already I get treated like the dogs anyway – actually they get better treatment. But it is understood, because I am in jail and do mis(understandings)takes. What other treatment can I expect?

But I think of other people that have a 9 to 5 job. They are in jails too. Just they travel from the one jail to next everyday. But look at the things I am doing “wrong”! It is actually not “wrong” but all because of misunderstandings which I think happen because we are sitting and very boringly singing hymns in a jail – even if it is in the light! Maybe that is why I am traveling as far out as I could into the NO-thingness – as that is exactly where I actually am in this “jail” I am in. Doesn’t matter what you do, you land in jail. And part of being in those jails, is to do misunderstandings which are considered doing the “wrong” things. That is what become of boringness. But it feels to me, even if I think where I was in that dimension in hospital, where I did not exist anymore and only peace and harmony existed – even that frame of reference must become a “jail” at some point? NO wonder creation was created – and we all know about the ALLONE (alone). But what can make things exciting? What can take the “jails” away? As I was outside that church that was light inside, but very boring although it was light inside with the people inside probably sing hymn 119, and I was in the dark looking at all this – that means that I was from the NO-thingness looking at all this. From that dark, NO-thingness perspective, I was looking at all this. I was looking inside through the window and saw the boringness, just hymnbooks! It always reminded me of a funeral, those hymns.

So what is going to save us? How are we going to get out of the “jail”, that church with the lights inside, but without a funeral, it sounded like a funeral. Maybe we should just use our minds a bit more often and start thinking. Not sit there and sing Hymn 119 just like a bunch of parrots. I think parrots are using their brains more than we do.

But at this stage I cannot take any sound. It gives me noise polution. It makes my stomach upset too. What is there that does not become boring? I want that question answered because then I will maybe stop making mis(understandings)takes. But the worst of mis(understandings)takes, is that there were Laws created for it! Maybe that is why we are all in a “jail”, because there are something like “Laws” and they are there for mis(understandings)takes? Because if you do a mis(understanding)take, you land in “jail”. You get labeled – you get labeled a “criminal” – so we are all “criminals”.

In Afrikaans there is a word “krummels”, that means the things bread (food) leaves behind. And that nearly sounds like those “criminals”, some offspring of (food) bread.

But I plead guilty to all the mis(understandings)takes I have made – so I guess that makes me not only a coward and a hero, but also a criminal. And the joke is they cannot sentence me to jail even anymore, as I am there already – as a matter of fact, it was because I am in a “jail”, that I started doing these criminal deeds of mis(understandings)takes!

What a catch22 situation! Criminals sentencing criminals to “jail”, while all are already in “jail”!

Anyway…

WARM REGARDS
Renee
28/11/2007 8:57am (cell’s time) 9:00am (computer’s time) and 9 is where everything comes together. Even though I am sitting in outside in the NO-thingness actually part of that “jail” with the light inside by looking inside and seeing the people singing from the hymnbooks, it helps me a lot to understand exactly this! But I will probably keep on making mistakes until I am out of the “jail” I am in at the moment – the small world I have to live in physically. But the First Time is the hour the Weaver of fate and the minutes is 12, the fulfillment of the Weaver of Fate! And that seems to be the 9, where everything comes together. 

EINSTEIN + GLOBAL WARMING + SKY

This is the Seventh Letter of Lore157.

25/11/2007 15:14 (cell’s time) 3:17pm (computer’s time) where the hour of the Second Time can also be 15 hours.  But if you add 15 + 14 + 15 + 17 = 61 – my link to you.  And we first stayed in Van Gogh flats and then in that Steen(bok)(Ze)bras Avenue and then in 115 Zambezi Drive.  Where the 115, gives a 1 + 1 = 2 and 5 or 25, today’s day.  And Zambezi a river that is for me linked to the flow of time.

Dear Lore

 

Before I start the email and what it is all about, I first want to mention this to you.  If you go and read the other letters, especially the one about the night sky, you will see that the King of the Gods was in love with Ishtar.  But I discovered now in Doreen Virtues cards that in the Goddess Cards, “About Ishtar”, is on page 61 – my link to you.  But it says the following:

 

“She’s been worshiped and invoked since ancient Babylonian times as the embodiment of Venus’s womanly energy.  Ishtar represents the Divine feminine in all of her aspects, including nurturing, mothering, sensuality, fertility, healing, protection and wisdom.   As a multidimensional goddess, Ishtar doesn’t tire of helping the men and woman who call upon her for assistance.”

I just got an email from my friend Len about Van Gogh (whom we spoke about on that night he was visiting in Johannesburg) and Len just know about Van Gogh that a song, Starry, Starry, Night, was composed about him.  But he also told me that the next morning in class they had an art student who spoke about Vincent Van Gogh and Len just laughed.

But I asked my parents about Van Gogh and they said, we stayed there.  That is all they know.  But that song was the thing of importance.  As that guy from Egyptian origin also came in one night to visit me and in the background was a pyramid, but he showed me the nightsky.  And that was when I started looking up about the night sky and wrote that letter about it.  Put all the stuff I could find on the computer together to form the information it did.

But interesting enough now, what caught my eye was that Starry, Starry Night, was composed in 1889.  And 8 + 9 (the last two) = 17.  And 1 + 8 (First two) = 9.  And

17 + 9 = 26.  The inverse of 62 that is the number of the badge with Einstein on and 62km was the distance from the coast from East London (where my father’s mother died), that they found that Iceberg, probably caused by Global Warming.

And it seems everything keeps coming back to that Einstein had something to do with Global Warming – and our night sky is coming into that as well now!

Anyway, just thought this interesting….

WARM REGARDS

Renee

25/11/2007 15:27 (cell’s time) 3:30pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have 15 hours, which is also 3pm, which gives 3:27.  But 2 + 7 = 9, which gives 3:9 or 39.  And 3 + 9 = 12 – the number of fulfillment.  And from the Second Time we have that 3pm could be 15 hours, which gives a 153 where 53 is my domino and we are left with 0(ne).   

   

OLYMPUS AND RUBY’S AND KINGS

This is the Sixth Letter of Lore157. Dear Lore  OLYMPUS I have checked on the internet about OLYMPUS.  Since a child I have been dreaming about seeking a mountain in my dreams – but I never found it.  It was only after I have been shot that I had the dreams of this mountain I have been seeking for since childhood.  And I know it is called Olympus, but the Olympus I found in Greece where the 12 gods originated from, was not what I dreamed of.  So the Olympus I have been dreaming of, is in another reality or dimension.  And I got this Olympus in this other reality a few times since the shooting incident.  But what caught my eyes of this Olympus was the following quotes: Example1: Greek word ‘ΑΙΣΑ’(=Aesa) = ίσος – ισότιτα (meaning equal – all people are equal), therefore goddess Αίσα was created, at very early ancient Greek times.
* Example2: ‘ΘΕΜΙΣ’ = θεσμός – (Themis) meaning (ties of law, justice – principles of justice) therefore Θέμις goddess of law and justice 

(And this my inset shortly).

 

But these are the gods (one of the 12) that was chosen for Olympus.  But if in example 1, all the people were equal, then, why, in example 2, was it necessary to create a god for law and justice.  If all are equal – does that mean all were bad and stole and did things that needed a justice system?

 

What keeps me from understanding, is why was law and justice necessary ever?  Why did man create it?  So we can have the catch22 situations we have today about what is steeling and what not – when are you found guilty and when not?  If all the evidence is against you – even if you are innocent?  But this is an subject I have covered widely in my previous letters.

 

I have a problem with Law and Justice as it only creates a community with positive and negative attributes.  And I have written long letters about the positive and negative!

 

(End of my inset).

 ABOUT THEIR LAWS At first unwritten law (social mores, customary law, self Consciousness, human dignity and respect), was passed from generation to generation to the people.  
The first written law was at Sparta by Lycurgus (Λυκούργος) 850 – 800 B.C. and at Athens by Solon (Σόλων) 590 B.C..

Romans adapted these laws from the Greeks [According to evidence of Titus Livius, Roman historian (59 BC - 17 AD) that the Roman law is a copy of the Greek law from Sparta and Athens].
[U.S. of America adapting the Greek law. «Discrimination:.... The Civil Rights Acts passed by the U.S. Congress].

Gods resemble human behavior, other times having improper desires, and quarrels but no human judgment could pass on them. Law was adjusted for the people paradigmatically. Romans adapted the same Laws and religion from the Greeks but applied different names to the Gods.  Zeus: (Jupiter)
Father of Gods and Mankind
He is lord of the sky, and the god of rain. His weapon is the thunderbolt which he hurls at those who displease him. He is married to Hera but, is famous for his many affairs.  

(But here follow my inset again)!

 

But Jupiter is also associated with the Sagittarian.  And the thunderbolt is also known under the South Americans, as the roar of the jaguar.  And the jaguar energy is linked with the Unknown.

 

But then I decided to combine the ruby, my “wrist ring” with “Olympus” – why I do not know?

 Ruby

Which colour would you spontaneously associate with love and vivacity, passion and power? It’s obvious, isn’t it? Red. Red is the colour of love. It radiates warmth and a strong sense of vitality. And red is also the colour of the ruby, the king of the gemstones. In the fascinating world of gemstones, the ruby is the undisputed ruler.

For thousands of years, the ruby has been considered one of the most valuable gemstones on Earth. It has everything a precious stone should have: magnificent colour, excellent hardness and outstanding brilliance. In addition to that, it is an extremely rare gemstone, especially in its finer qualities.

For a long time India was regarded as the ruby’s classical country of origin. In the major works of Indian literature, a rich store of knowledge about gemstones has been handed down over a period of more than two thousand years. The term ‘corundum’, which we use today, is derived from the Sanskrit word ‘kuruvinda’. The Sanskrit word for ruby is ‘ratnaraj’, which means something like ‘king of the gemstones’. And it was a royal welcome indeed which used to be prepared for it. Whenever a particularly beautiful ruby crystal was found, the ruler sent high dignitaries out to meet the precious gemstone and welcome it in appropriate style. Today, rubies still decorate the insignia of many royal households. But are they really all genuine rubies? Read on to find out more!  (My inset again)! So here we do not even have the link to South America (thunderbolt), by way of the King of the Gods, we also have the King of the stones (ruby – which is what Excalibur2, my “wrist ring”, is all about).  But in this quotation of the Ruby, it is noted that the Ruby was thought many years to have come from India.  Now we have South America and India too.  And both of them have the same shape as South Africa (where I live). And all these things of mine has got to do with “KING” in some or other way.  But this “wrist ring” has certainly given me a way out.  As before when I got so tired, I had no defence.  But now I can tune in with my crown chakra and talk to “someone” telepathically and feel a lot better. I spoke to my friend Len this morning and as I was speaking with him, it started happening that I connected with my crown chakra to this “Being”.  And when me and my friend sussed, with the help of our instincts of goosebumps, out what and who it was, the name God came up.  And Len was able to see the colors that was going in first before the Blue Color, which we eventually knew was the color of God, came in.  And I could even felt how calm I felt when all these colors came in.  Especially the Blue Color.   And I was not tired anymore.  And now (and this started happening after I got my Excalibur2) I can communicate with what seems to be God, by telepathy? I know, most people will not believe this.  But I am reminded of that newspaper I had to buy on my first trip with this Being in 2003:  Unbelievable, Unacceptable, Unspeakable!And this was the three words in BIG on the front page of the STAR on 19/08/2003. And what has happened in that time, is unbelievable, unacceptable (to others) and unspeakable (you don’t tell others about these things that happened to you)!  Yes, and you don’t speak about telepathy or the meanings of all my things that so link to the word “KING”, and ruby’s and Olympus (of other dimensions).  You just don’t speak about it, it is unbelievable and unacceptable! 

And notice that all of this is timeless – as all is timeless in this letter.

 

END OF 6^TH LETTER OF LORE157.

   

The Way of Magic

This is the Fifth Letter of Lore157.

24/11/2007 14:23 (cell’s time) 2:26pm (computer’s time) where from the minutes of the Second Time we have 26, the inverse of 62 that is by now linking Einstein with Global Warming.  But if we add the minutes and the hour of the Second Time, we get

2 + 2 + 6 = 10.  But if we add the minutes and hours of the First Time, we get 1 + 4 = 5 – the Sacred Number of the White Lions and we get 2 + 3 = 5 as well.  And 5 + 5 = 10.

So if we add the First and Second Times, we get 10 + 10 = 20.  And if you add the day today to that, you get 20 + 24 = 44. 

Dear Lore

Since this morning my head has been singing to me:

“pampoene op die dak

…..pampoene op die dak!”

Which translated means that there are pumpkins on the roof.  But then my head started telling me the story of a child character in animation that was a slave and some wizard came and made from mouse some horses and from a pumpkin a coach/carriage that was pulled by these horses.  And she was dressed smartly.  But she was told that when the gong slang 12 – all of this would disappear.  Now I think we all know this story.

But then my head started singing to me:

“…daar kom die Alibama

 Die Alibama die kom oor die see”

Which means a boat, the Alibama that is coming from the sea – where sea means for me the sum total of knowledge.  But in Afrikaans (seeing the boat is of America) we have a student organization that calls themselves the Alabama.  Now all that has changed from Alibama to Alabama, is the third position where the “a” in Alabama is an “I” in Alibama.  But “A” is the 1^st letter of the English Alphabet and “I” is the 9^th letter, but also is in the Roman symbols, the First letter.  So it seems there is not much difference to Alibama and Alabama!  In fact, it seems they are the same as both the letters involved is a first of some sort.

But now, if you look at Alabama, they are students, and if you look at the Alibama, it is linked to the sum total of knowledge – the sea.

But from Alabama (which is the same as Alibama), we get the A, something and an A, and we get from “bama”, a “B” and an A, something, and an A.  So besides the “B”, all is the same. 

But B is not only the 2nd letter of our alphabet, it is also a 1 with a 3 added to its right side.  So it gives a 13 or 31 – however you want to see it – and a 2.

And I have been shown how in previous letters to you, not only am I linked to 2, but also the 13 combination.

So is my head trying to tell me I am going to have a “ball” – that will end at 12, or is it over already?

And all this is getting written with the new Excalibur (that is what my head calls my new “wrist ring”).  And that eye which mean:

 Designed to resemble the eye of a falcon, this symbol is called the Eye of Ra or Eye of Horus represents the right eye of the Egyptian Falcon God Horus. As the udjat (or utchat), it represented the sun, and was associated with the Sun God Ra (Re). The mirror image, or left eye, represented the moon, and the God Tehuti (Thoth). (A very similar concept of the sun and moon as eyes appears in many religious traditions)According to legend, the left eye was torn from Horus by his murderous brother Seth, and magically restored by Thoth, the God of magick. After the restoration, some stories state, Horus made a gift of the eye to Osiris, which allowed this solar deity to rule the underworld. The story of this injury is probably an allusion to the phases of the moon as the eye which is “torn out” every month.Together, the eyes represent the whole of the universe, a concept similar to that of the Taoist Yin-yang symbol. Spiritually, the right eye reflects solar, masculine energy, as well as reason and mathematics. The left eye reflects fluid, feminine, lunar energy, and rules intuition and magick. Together, they represent the combined, transcendent power of Horus. 

Is watching all these writings!

Anyway

WARM REGARDS

Renee

24/11/2007 14:52 (cell’s time) 2:55pm (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have a 1 + 4 = 5 and 5 + 2 = 7 or 5:7 and 5 + 7 = 12.  But from the Second Time we have 2 + 5 + 5 = 12 also.  And as both has got to do with time, 12 time(s) 12 equal 144, the ALL.  (But the “ball” might be also, because we have 12 and 12, over twice?).

Ns.  That makes me so think of bringing us back to the magic of fairy tales?

  

FULFILLMENT OF THE OPPOSITES

This is the Fourth Letter of Lore157.

 

24/11/2007 and only 0(ne) time, 8:23pm where 8 is the Weaver of Fate and 23 is the day on which Linda and Charlie was born.  But if we make the hour a 20 hour, as 20 hours is also 8pm, and we add to today, we get 20 + 24 = 44.

 

Dear Lore

 

You probably wonder why only one time today?  Well, I have a quote that I got from a man from Egypt with a pyramid in the background, but showing me the sky.  And this is what I found and it happens to be the 4^th letter and also is telling why Michelle is doing what she is doing and why others are doing (what we would call the opposite) of what she is doing.  And the end of the quote is the most important part as it comes down to that earthquake that hit magnitude 7.7:

MILKY WAY

 

From their apparent distribution in the sky, Harlow Shapley has concluded that this center of the Milky Way lies at a considerable distance (which he overestimated by factors) in the direction of Sagittarius and not rather close to us, as had been thought previously.

 

Its center lies in the direction of the constellation Sagittarius

 

The distance of 28,000 light years has recently (1997) been confirmed by the data of ESA’s astrometric satellite Hipparcos. Other investigations published consequently have disputed this value and propose a smaller value of some 25,000 light years, based on stellar dynamics; a recent investigation (McNamara et.al 2000, based on RR Lyrae variables) yields roughly 26,000 light years

The solar system is situated within a smaller spiral arm, called the Local or Orion Arm, which is merely connection between the inner and outer next more massive arms, the Sagittarius Arm and the Perseus Arm

 

In astrology, Saturn is associated with restriction and limitation. Where Jupiter expands, Saturn constricts.

Jupiter, the King of the Gods, is the ruler of Sagittarius

ANU

He was one of the oldest gods in the Sumerian pantheon, and part of a triad including Enlil, god of the sky and Enki, god of water. He was called Anu by the Akkadians, rulers of Mesopotamia after the conquest of Sumer in 2334 BCE by King Sargon of Akkad. By virtue of being the first figure in a triad consisting of Anu, Bel and Ea, Anu came to be regarded as the father and at first, king of the gods. Anu is so prominently associated with the E-anna temple in the city of Uruk (biblical Erech) in southern Babylonia that there are good reasons for believing this place to have been the original seat of the Anu cult. If this be correct, then the goddess Inanna (or Ishtar) of Uruk may at one time have been his consort. His attribute was the royal tiara, most times decorated with two pairs of bull horns

ORION

The constellation is also known as an “Amber” in other Commonwealth countries such as the United Kingdom. Historically it has had other names, perhaps the earliest known is the Babylonian “Shepherd of Anu“, corresponding to an apparent representation of the constellation Auriga or an element of it, as a shepherd’s crook.

According to the most common contemporary imagery: Orion is standing next to the river Eridanus with his two hunting dogs Canis Major and Canis Minor, fighting Taurus the bull. Other prey of his, such as Lepus the hare, can be found nearby

Now see how Orion is seen as the “Shephard of Anu”, which is linked to goddess Ishtar.

But also see how the Dogs and the “river” – where river I link with the flow of time, are fighting a bull and that Anu is sometimes seen as decorated with two pairs of bull horns.  But Anu is also seen as King of the Gods (see Jupiter).  And Jupiter the planet of the Sagittarius and in african tradition it is represented by a Zebra.  But Saturnus, which is said of is “The Lord of the Rings”, is of Capricorn or in Afrikaans, the Steenbok.  And we stayed in Steen(bok)(Ze)bras Avenue when we had the green house.  And Len said the other night he sees me with rings around me – but both Jupiter as well as Saturnus has got the rings around them.  And I literally fall on the line of Sagittarius and Capricorn on the 21/12.  So Sagittarius, Orion and Saturn are linked by way of “king”-ship in some or other way.  And then by the flow of time this happened.

But it is estimated (see above) that Sagittarius is about 26 000 light years from us in the Center of our Galaxy.  And the opposite of 26, is 62, which is linked to the number of the badge that Einstein is on and the amount of kilometers that the iceberg were from East London (South Africa) from the coast (apparently because of Global Warming – but it seems Global Warming and Einstein had something in common, namely 62, the inverse of 26, which is linked to Sagittarius who is linked to Orion and Saturn by way of the flow of time).

And this Egyptian Man who came up to show me the Pyramid in the background (he came up a few nights ago already and wanted me to come and look up on the Milky way), shows me that on our way to Carousel, we found that Pyramid is on the R101 (in Gauteng), but that I bought my vehicle on the R101 and we stayed on the R101 in Cape Town.  And R101 is also linked to 18/11 or 9/11.   But Pyramid comes from the same place as my vehicle and my home (R101).  And I am a Sagittarian – from the centre (of our galaxy).  And I have links to Orion and Saturn (or then, the kings as Lord of the Rings) by way of the flow of time.

And I am linked to Jupiter and Saturn and look at this: Where Jupiter expands, Saturn constricts.

So I am linked to both opposites at the same time – so I am linked to Opposites in some form where they tend not being opposites.

Like my WOUNDS are OLD AND (+) NEW!

But you will probably ask:  but how will you know an opposite has been fulfilled.  The same way I first judged and then realized what was going on, by earth disasters where there is something I can find that correlates with one another.  Like in that earthquake where I first judged before I understood, the magnitude was 7.7.  And in this manner I will know another opposite has been fulfilled.  And it seems it is needless to know what opposite.  As long as ALL get fulfilled in time.  That is why people like Michelle and others are working so hard.  It is a tough task!  

My question is just, what is the reason for the earth disasters to happen and give me a clue that another opposite has been fulfilled?  Why?  What is the sense in that if I do not know which opposite and how it has been fulfilled.  But I guess that is none of my business.

I hope you understood this parts from here and parts from there, but in the end I tried to put it all together.  And that is why I say that Michelle and the others are busy fulfilling the opposites.  Their confusion they are causing – that is why that tornado symbolism thing comes up so frequently.  So they are doing a task of GREAT MAGNITUDE!

WARM REGARDS

Renee

24/11/2007 8:33pm and 33 + 8 = 41 – which is just God in another form! 

My life like Planes

This is the Third Letter of Lore157.

 

21/11/2007 9:17am (cell’s time) 9:20am (computer’s time) and from the Second Time we have a hidden 9/11 as 2 = 1 + 1 = 11.  And if you read the letter you will understand it is this time my own 9/11.  And 9 + 11 = 20 + 21 (day) = 41.

 

Dear Lore

  

Did you see about those two aeroplanes last night on the news?  And at this stage I link my own life very much symbolically to the planes.  The one that was on its way to Windhoek from Cape Town, had to return and the passengers could only be taken on a later stage.  The other one is one I can associate with strongly at this time.  It was Kulula that wanted to take off, but started loosing its power and eventually had to be towed with a trekker back to the airport. (And that is how I kind of feel now!  Being towed in with a trekker!)

 

And then there is the A830 Airbus.  But the A830, gives an A = 1^st letter of Alphabet and then 8 + 3 = 11.  So this Airbus gives us a 111 – which to me means “reveal/revelation”.  Now do you understand why I am watching the planes to symbolically apply it to my life at this time?  But further.  On the 19/11/2007, it was 5 years and 5 months since I have been shot.  This gives a 55.  And the amount of passengers this Airbus can take is 550 people.  But they say it is 73 meters long, and the 37 or 73 is for my linked to the (CY) thing.  Lets see why all these things happened to me.  And then it is 7 stories high, where 7 is for me the number linked to the NO-thing.  So do you now understand why I can apply the symbolism of planes at this stage?

 

Well, aeroplanes or whatever, I wish one wants to take off well now!

 

WARM REGARDS

Renee

21/11/2007 9:28am (cell’s time) 9:31am (computer’s time) and if you look at the 9/11 event there were 3 and 1 aeroplanes involved as well (see the minutes of the Second Time).  But from the First Time we have from the minutes 2 + 8 = 10 and add it to the hour, and we get 10 + 9 = 19.  But if we add 19 to the day, we get 19 + 21 = 40.  And if we add that 3 + 1 = 4 to this 40, we get 44.

  

Golden Winged Lion

This is the Second Letter of Lore157. 

20/11/2007 11:41am (cell’s time) 11:44am (computer’s time) and both 41 and 44 is linked to God.

Dear Lore

I just want to quote to you my letter to Michelle a while ago, but also to Belinda, but first Michelle:

20/11/2007 10:11AM (Cell’s time) 10:14am (computer’s time) and 10:14 was the time I send the sms to Ruby and it accidentally landed at an old friend who’s number I thought did not exist anymore.  But from the First Time we have 10:11 or from 10, we have 1 and 11, we have 111 – which means to me “reveal/revelation”.

 

Dear Michelle

 

I have seen a pattern in the work you are doing and the work other people are doing – sorry to say, but this is not a bad thing, but the two cancels each other out.  I have coincidentally heard about things that happened and also VERY coincidentally about things that are going to happen on 22, 23, 24, 25 of November.  But from where I sit, not involved in any of it, the things you do and the things the others do, cancel each other out?  What I cannot understand, is what is the point of doing it all, if it cancels each other out?  I know everything under the sun must still happen with its counterpart before the “Big Event”, I call it the “Big Event” as nobody understands my work anyway.  So unlike those who are doing your counterpart, I do not believe that your work is worthless, in fact, it is very necessary.  As their stuff would have been “wrong” if it was not for your stuff being there.  I don’t know if you understand what I am trying to say here?  ALL the opposites first have to be fulfilled.  And that is what I am seeing you guys are doing.  At first I thought you did something wrong, then I thought, no, both of you together did something wrong, but then it came to me and I understood.  You are fulfilling.

 

But I have been ill yesterday, and in my state of semi consciousness they took me to a shop just to see a Golden Winged Lion.   And then, as I came from the pharmacy, there was a truck outside with a huge picture of a male lion.  And I took a picture with my cell phone of this male lion and the time the picture was taken, was 11:09.

 

But on Sunday at 11:09, there was a knock on the door and it was a guy delivering a pamphlet:  “Follow the Christ”.  But as 2 is my number, the second point at the back of this pamphlet says:  “Husbands, Wifes, Parents, Children – Follow the Model”.  And I thought yeah, which model?

 

But I am not one who believes so much in marriage or children or partners – that was why it was so funny to me that someone should pitch up with that pamphlet.  I believe we only do it because it is in our genes!  We die alone, so are we meant to be with someone in our live spans?  I just know that I never ever want any relationship!  Anyway, don’t know if you make any sense of all this..

 

WARM REGARDS

Renee

20/11/2007 10:30am (cell’s time) 10:33am (computer’s time) and if we add the First and Second Times, we get 10 + 30 = 40 + 10 + 33 = 83, which equal 11 and 1 + 1 = 2, my number.  

And now Belinda:

19/11/2007 11:39 (cell’s time) 11:42am (computer’s time) where the minutes of the First Time is 3 + 9, my age, which equal 12.

Dear Belinda

 

Please pass this on to Artemis.

I started getting ill last night.  Having fever, stomach aches that I nearly died of and was lying like a “vrot vel” eventually as my body just could not take anymore.  But then I was woken at 6:30 and told to wash my hair, brush my teeth and bath.  As (doesn’t matter how bad I am feeling) I must go and exchange something that nobody knows why it does not want to work.

 

So I did this and at the Fonteine, I felt but the stomach is not right and I went to a place close by that I knew of long time ago.  But it was destroyed.  And suddenly my stomach was better also.

 

Then I got to Brooklynshopping Centre and first went to the loo.  But I was fewerish and could hardly walk. But I went to this place where I’ve been on Friday and spoke to the guy who helped me, his name is Gabriel.  And he checked out the software and there were a problem.  Now they wanted the slip from where I bought this thing and I said but I don’t have it anymore.  And the boss asked Gabriel if he knew me and he said yes, he did the deal on Friday and the boss said they must give me back my money.  And as I was standing there I felt like passing out.  And I looked up and saw on all the TV screens around me a Golden Winged Lion.  And then Gabriel came and took me and gave my money back.  But this Golden Winged Lion intrigued me.  So I went to the pharmacy after I have been to them to get something for the fever and the stomach.  I went in and there were no truck.  And as I came out, there were this truck with this huge picture of a male lion.  And I took a picture with my cell phone and the time was 11:09.

 

I am still not feeling well, but something is going on and I know, maybe with time, it will all reveal.   

But I am sad about your garden, but built it up again and bring forth just as beautiful flowers as ever!

 

WARM REGARDS

Renee

19/11/2007 12:02pm (cell’s time) 12:05pm (computer’s time) and 5, the minutes of the SEcond Time, is the Sacred Number of the White Lions!  

 But what wings did I get?  Look in all the newspaper how South Africa became the laughing stock of the world with all the events that happened with “wings” in our country – so, so much for wings hey?  Engins coming off, wheels coming off, a whole big aeroplane landing in the sandpit?  And the one incident was on the 3^rd and the other on the 8^th, which gives 3 + 8 = 11 – just the day we said I earned my wings?  What more do you want to hear about my wings?

Well, this is my private joke, this “wings” story. 

But talking about something totally different now, after that Golden Winged Lion I got yesterday (especially the condition I was in and seeing I was helped by Gabriel),  I looked up “winged lions” on the internet but could no where get the Golden one.   But there were 2 incidents they mentioned (among many), that caught my eye.  The first was 2 winged lions holding a clock, and the time on the clock was 10 to 3, exactly the time I was born (I remembered this specifically because we had to tell our facilitator our time of births and I had mine wrong to her and my mother corrected it – to 10 to 3 in the afternoon).  And the other winged lions that caught my eye was one where they said that if the book was closed, there would be war, but if the book was open, there will be peace.  And I was wondering which books were we talking about here, as open it immediately!

Anyway, enough said for now again…

WARM REGARDS

Renee

20/11/2007 11:56am (cell’s time) 11:59am (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have 11:11 (as 5 + 6 = 11) and 11 + 11 = 22.  And added to the day and month, we have 44.  But from the Second Time we have from the minutes 5 + 9 = 14 or 5 and added to 11 or 1 + 1 = 2, we have 5 + 2 = 7, the number for me that is linked to NO-thing!  (Sort of the same as 44 in a way).

LORE157, First Letter

Lore157.

  

This is the First Letter of Lore157.

 

20/11/2007 10:43am (cell’s time) 10:46am (computer’s time) and from the First Time we have if we add the hour and minutes, 53, which is my domino.  But 10 is also 1, so

1 + 43 = 44.  From the Second Time if we add 10 + 46 = 56, the inverse of 65, the amount of dimensions you said there are and in which I can move around in all apparently.  But 46 + 1 = 47, which if put to the minutes of First Time, gives a 3/4/74 in some or other way – the day of the tornado’s

 

Dear Lore

 

I just want to tell you how it went with the Archetype course, it is a bit technical, so if you do not want to read it – I’ll forgive you.

 

The Archetypes works like (in a way) the astrology.  Just, the other way round.  Now, in my 12 house, where they start, I got Saboteur.  It comes down to what happened before you were born and what lessons you have already sort of overcome just by being here.  Now, what is important about the Saboteur is that it has exposed fears and issues related to low self-esteem that block your own empowerment and success.  So I need not fear, before I was born, these fears were overcome and in some stage in life will have their effect of being overcome already.

 

The First house is all about who I am.  Mine was “Alchemist”, which comes downs to:  “in its highest manifestation seeks complete spiritual transformation”

 

The Second house is all about valuing things.  Mine was “Destroyer”, but this comes down to you brake down and rebuilt (new things of course).

 

The Third house is all about the mind/mental field (and remember I am making the houses short here to not bore you too much).  Here I was “Pioneer”.  The one who discovers and explores new territory, whether external or internal.

 

The Fourth house was about what you inherited.  Mine was “Nun”.  Which just meant that my whole family comes from a background of spirituality.  Which is sort of true.  My one uncle was the head of the faculty of Theology.

 

The Fifth house is the one of creativity.  Mine was “Virgin”, but it come down to “Virgin ideas.

 

The Sixth house is where you learn to discern things.  Mine was God.  So I need to learn compassion, but in a household like I am and with the life I had, I have learned that already.

 

The Seventh house is where we find the aspects of ourselves we do not like and want to change.  Mine was “Prostitute” – I do not want to say anything about this!

 

The Eight house is how you will die (or that is what it comes down to) – mine is “Victim”, but I have already “died” that death in that shooting incident.  I believe I am busy with a second life here.  (Though I would not dare mention this there at the course, as this is just my believe).

 

The Ninth house is about Philosophy and belief system.  Mine is the “Eternal Child” and although our facilitator said we must not belief in any belief system, she said that to get to the Kingdom of God, you have got to be the “Eternal Child” first.  And that is maybe why I am staying still with my parents and taking all the things that happen here.  AS the one you encounter just before entering the Kingdom of Heaven, is the “Eternal Child”.

 

The Tenth house was all about dharma, your destiny and mine was “mystic”.  Which comes down to following “a selfless path of practice to achieve union with the Divine or a state of enlightenment that manifests as service to others” (page 77)

 

The Eleventh house is relationships to the world in short.  Mine was a “Slave”, now can you imagine that.  And that is exactly what I am in relation to others and the world, a “slave”.

 

Well, this is what happened in my course about Archetypes.  It taught me a lot, especially on what happened on Sunday and Monday.  Today things seems normal again, whatever that may mean!

 

WARM REGARDS

Renee

20/11/2007 11:21am (cell’s time) 11:24am (computer’s time) and if you add the minutes of the First time and Second Time, you get 35 – my domino number.  But from the day we have 20 or 2, which is also 1 + 1 = 11, so we have from day and month a 11/11 or if added, 22.  But if we add the hours of both times we also get 22.  And 22 + 22 = 44.

NO FREE WILL AND WE CANNOT MANIFEST

This is the Second Letter of Lore156.

18/11/2007 19:31 (cell’s time) 7:34pm (computer’s time) and from the minutes of the First Time we have 3 + 1 = 4. But if we add it to the hours of the Second Time, we get a 7 (Second time hour) and 4 or 74. But the minutes of the Second Time is 34, and the event where 148 tornado’s hit 13 (see inverse of minutes of First Time – 31) states of America in about 18 hours (and see today is 18th) time, was on 3/4/74.

Dear Lore

I have said to you that the event of the tornado’s I only see symbolically. And the word I got for the symbolism for me, is “filter”. So it must mean that in some or other way I am filtering information. And what does a filter do? It takes stuff up, but it let clean stuff come out again.

Well, this Second Letter is all about the quote of Entry96. So here it is:

This is Entry96 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry96 of my Journal.

18/11/2007 01:56pm where 5 + 6 = 11 and added to the hour, gives 111 – or “reveal/revelation”.
I do not know how I ever could have been scared that an object, will make me overpower God? It is ridiculous. No object can let us overpower God. Does not matter who we are. And I had to learn it the hard way. My body is drained as I am sitting here because of the lesson. I also learnt that I am the eternal child archetype and therefore my life will never be like the avarage persons’ life.

But this morning, as I was busy being taught the lesson, someone rang the doorbell and I answered and it was someone who wanted to deliver a note for a mass meeting for the Christ. And I told the guy to just leave the note outside, that I will come and get it. But on the back page, the second note that they want to tell people about what is going to happen, it says:

“Husbands, Wifes, Parents, Children
- Follow the Model!”

18/11/2007 02:10pmof the question. I will be the first one probably who would have to fight the genes in my body to have this and to stay the eternal child.

I am tired of the pain that was given to give me this lesson this morning so I will write about the archetype

Part2 of Entry96 of my Journal.

18/11/2007 06:20pm and it seems it is no coincidence that the time is a 62 – where it relates to Einstein and Global Warming and my vision of it! (Yeah, being shown clearly in this instance how much truth I must value to my findings!)
But I spoke to my friend in Montagu who did the card reading and he said that the First Card, was like usual, the King. But according to him to stress the male energy.

But I have something to say to those people who believes in free will, and those who believes in manifesting. What happened to me today, is like two flies in one. As something that felt “bad”, was in the end something “good”.

And I said in the Part1 how a guy came and deliver in that time a note for a mass gathering of Christians – although they were Seventh day Adventists. But I realized I had no control over any free will. I had no free will in this decision at all (as I would chose the opposite probably), but, in the hour when I was most down and most suffering with pain, it was revealed to me what the reason for this decision of God was. I had no say in this decision, it was all with God. And I was “negative” when I received the answer, which if you take that if you want to manifest, you must be positive to have received this answer!

And further does no “wrist ring” or anything – even if it have the symbolism that mine has – has got any influence on anything. It cannot affect an event. Doesn’t matter how powerful the symbolism of this object is you are wearing or carry with you – it will not make you powerful! The only 0(ne) who is powerful, is God.

I know I said I wanted to discuss the Archetype Course’s results. But it is not really possible as the “houses” where your (not chosen by yourself) archetypes lie in, are very excessive and a lot to explain – ours existed out of about 7 pages.

But I just know that the places where the Archetypes I received (not by free will) fell in, in the certain houses, were (if it were a test), a test where I would have received 100 percent in as a person who lives by the Will of God.

And my Archetype Course yesterday, the places where the Archetypes (with no free will chosen) fell, showed me in that hour of distress, why no normal life like the average person. Maybe “outings” from time to time – I do not know if there will ever be an outing again. But what I do know is that the world must take notice of God. That God is the free will behind everything and that God is behind the manifesting of anything! We cannot take the “sparkle” for being manifester and that we can do what we please as we have free will.

I have now have my don’t know how many’th experience regarding this, but still I get to places where the spiritual people hold on to the values of free will and manifestation. God Luck to them!

And this is the Part2 of Entry96, where 9 + 6 = 15, the number for me of Divine Order. Now what else is Divine Order than the Creator holding it? Just asking?
18/11/2007 6:54pm
(and both 18 and 6pm is linked to Everything coming together. But from the time we have the 65 – the amount of dimensions Lorraine said there are and in which I can move around in all – and a 4, where 4 is linked to 2 + 2 or 22, the 22 time where it was believed that we had free will and could manifest! Well I hope this Part2 makes you think twice (2) – which gives another 2 (from Part) and 2 (from the twice), which gives 22. And if you add the First 22 to the Second 22, you get 22 + 22 = 44 – where I kept being showed we are – no free will and no ability to manifest)!

Well, as you can see, I had no good day in certain ways. But because I was in so much distress (negativity), I received good!.

I did not mention this inside the quote, but the pamphlet I received from the Jehovah Witnesses, had something that caught my eye, which I feel I want to mention before I close this Second Letter. It has a Bible on the backside (where that no 2 is that is quoted inside Part1 of Entry96) that says:

WHAT DOES
THE BIBLE
Really TEACH?

And I know a lot of church people as well as spiritual people will not agree with what I said in all my letters to you, but they are (like was shown to me yesterday), Virgin Ideas.
They came solely from my own experiences.

Oh, and my head wanted me to put the TV on today on National Geographic where they had a program about the “Eye” of a Leopard. And this leopard at one stage went after a baby warthog and caught it inside the den – and act that killed Marah. And those old wound was scratched open again. But I think it was about the “eye” thing of the name of the program – with this “wrist ring” of me in mind.

But enough of the Second Letter of Lore156…

WARM REGARDS
Renee
18/11/2007 19:51 (cell’s time) 7:54pm (computer’s time) where the minutes of the First Time is 51, which for me is linked to Divine Order. But Divine Order I showed, is coming from 0(ne) or 1. But if you now add everything, we get:
9 (as 1 + 8 = 9) + 11 + 2 + 7 + 7 (19 hours is also 7pm) + 51 + 7 + 54 = 148 – the amount of tornado’s there were. And if we take the first 5 numbers – where 5 is the Sacred Number of the White Lions, the Messengers of God, and we take the first two, we get 9/11. But then, if we take the 11 + 2 and add it to the 0(ne) who is spoken of in Divine Order, we get 11 + 2 + 1 = 14, and on the 14th there were the 7.7 (last two numbers) magnitude earthquake in South America. But we took the 5 numbers, and we have add one that was not in the relation, namely the 0(ne), which gives a 5 and 1 or 51 again – the number of Divine Order.

The “Wrist Ring”!

Lore156.

The First Letter of Lore156.

17/11/2007 0:55am (cell’s time) 12:58am (computer’s time) where the First Time gives a 5 and 5 or if you add the 1 + 4 = 5 and 4 + 1 = 5 as well. And 5 + 5 = 10 from the First Time and the minutes from the Second Time gives 5 + 8 = 13. And 10 + 13 = 23. But
23 + 12 = 35 – my domino!

Dear Lore

All I want to do in this First Letter of Lore156 is quote Entry94 and Entry95 of my Journal.

First here is Entry94:

This is Entry94 of my Journal.

 

Part1 of Entry94 of my Journal.

 

13/11/2007 9:23pm where 9pm is also 21 hours and 21 + 23 = 44.And this is Entry94, where 9 + 4 =13, and today is the 13th also, but 1 + 3 = 4, so we have a 4 and 4 or 44. So we have a double 44. I just want to quote a few notes in this Part1 of Entry94 of my Journal. First Note 12/11/2007 13:54On Saturday night, I was crawling on the carpet with pain about my life. And thought I lost everyone I cared for except my dog. And then, in this pain/crying session, I was taken to the computer and I opened my emails – and to my surprise, there was an email from Michelle Eloff herself thanking me for that letter in Lore155. But she said that some woman named Ruby, who is very clairvoyant, might be able to give me more insight in my life. So I tried to sms from my dad’s phone early on Sunday morning telling this Ruby woman it is not my cell phone and what my number actually is. But time went on and my brother and his wife and kids came for a visit but nothing. Meanwhile, I got airtime and sms again from my own phone as well. The time it started (the sms) was 10:14 and I put it in and in the sms I told Ruby that I link 14 with dog and that my dog is the ruby eyed type chihuahua dog. But still, nothing! But then, later on that afternoon (after my brother and his wife and kids left), out of the blue I got an sms from an old friend. And I send an old friend an sms at 10:14. And my friend told me that the car’s (vehicle’s) name, is Ruby too. But after we spoke I was lying on my bed and then thought that no, I want to go some place, I don’t know where, so I gave my friend an sms and invited my friend with and off we went. Boy, but did we had a treat? But that treat was exactly 4 years and 1 day since the last treat we also had on a Sunday, so it gives a 41. But part of the signs we received is that I must get a ruby ring. As it seems people are just walking over me! But I was lying and thinking now, if I went and bought a ruby ring, it would mean that I won’t let anyone order me around anymore. So I decided against it. As I could not allow my connection to God ordering me around – I will rather take the people around me’s ordering around and a miserable life, than not listening to God. But I never ever want to go against the Will of God – or wear something that can be able to cause that. 12/11/2007 14:08 And the end time of the sms send (accidentally to my friend), was 8:28am yesterday, and the end time in this note gives a 2 (from the 14 hours) and 8 of the minutes, or 28. 12/11/2007 14:09
And this still gives 5 – and one of the magic things that me and my friend experienced was that I got on the Unicorn machines at the Palace, 5 Full Moons. Next Note 13/11/2007 19:02 and as 9 + 2 = 11,if we add the other 1, we have 111 – which is “reveal/revelation” to me.I have been shown that destiny will always be there and I cannot go against the Will of God, not even if I wear whatever! So today I have been out looking for that ruby. As last night, while my dog was so ill and we were sleeping in the sitting room, I got the picture of what I should get with the ruby in it. But the sign post me and my friend got on Sunday (where we realized I must get a ruby), said “ring”. But the sign post was all about the “Lord of the Rings”. And my friend has got a ruby ring that has got a little hand in gold over the ruby on the ring finger. And apparently this is linked to ancient Egypt as well. But I remembered the letter I wrote to Lorraine about the “blue hand” I got in a vision – that it meant that the thumb is the 1 and the other 4 fingers the 4, which gives a 41. And to enclose all the fingers, I got myself a “wrist ring”. And I now also understand the 5 Full Moons on that Unicorn machines. Each Moon is linked to a ring in that movie of the “Lord of the Rings”. And you have to get rid of them to save! But my ruby is in the shape of an eye, linked to the third eye. But I also realized I will not challenge God with this “wrist ruby ring”, as God will not let destiny change. I will get the “wrist ring” on the 16th, and 16 is my link to Linda. But I wonder if Linda even know her P/A has contact with me? But the time the transaction for the “wrist ruby ring” was, 13/11/2007 at 13:26. And 26 is the amount of letters we have in the English Alphabet and also the inverse of the 62 – the number of the badge with Einstein on and the 62km that the iceberg were from East London because of apparently Global Warming! But you know what my views are by now about Einstein and Global Warming! And the amount this “wrist ruby ring” is going to cost is 80 rand, or 8, and 8 is the number of the Weaver of Fate. But if we take the 13:26, the 1 + 3 = 4 and 2 + 6 = 8. And in Lore155 I spoke about the 8th letter “H” in the 4th position, which is linked to God. But 4 + 8 = 12, which is the number of fulfillment. And because of the 5 fingers, I got those 5 Full Moons which is VERY unusual to get – all the people around me said that. Nobody has ever seen it happen before. And I know I have to set the dimensions straight – how I don’t know, but I will just follow each day as it comes, like today and like Sunday. And look what it brings? 13/11/2007 19:19And from “wrist” we have that W = 44, r = 18, I = 9, s = 19, t = 20. This gives a 44, a 18 and 9 or 27 or 111 -which is “reveal/revelation”, and then we are left with the last 2, namely 19 + 20= 39 – and for 39 years I let everybody step on me and say whatever they wanted to and even believed them eventually!) It seems it is now going to stop. And 44 is involved in that process. END OF NOTES And this is the end of the Part1 of Entry94 of my Journal. 13/11/2007 10:20pm
(and 10:20, gives 12 and my birth date is the 12 and its inverse 21. But 12 is the number of fulfillment).

Part2 of Entry94 of my Journal.

 

14/11/2007 5:35pm and 5 and 3 is the domino I picked up at our leaving of Cape Town.I am feeling very sad – as it feel as if I lost a good friend. I read up on the site of the Lightweaver and read about how all these new stuff that is been done will lead to the Power of the Mind. A new way for people to be powerful. To have that Power of the Mind. And those words stuck in my brain and made me stress terribly. As I remembered a program on TV, which I taped luckily, that was called: Parallel Universes. And at the end of this program they had this genius on who was tampering with the Power of the Mind and what he did, was to create in a laboratory set up, a Universe that he managed. Oh, God, please don’t let us be the product of such an experiment! And with things like the Power of the Mind, that kind of thing – or even worse things, can happen! I am crying because for my whole life I have been depending on God and Destiny. And as I read about this “Power of the Mind”, and thought about that program where that guy created in laboratory set up his own Universe, I thought I must phone my friend. And the time I phoned him was 15:51pm. And he said well, that is where things are going. That is why they are teaching people to be positive as to be positive will bring about something positive. And I thought to myself, but what happened to Destiny and God in all of this? As Destiny does not bother if you are positive or negative, it just happens! How many people who was in the deepest of pain got relief because of Destiny and the work of God? But this must not have been possible, because they were negative – if those who believe in manifesting and free will is correct, then something negative must have hit that person! Then miracles would not be possible! As people who are in deep negativity receive miracles? I do not know what to do. Only God can do something! But meanwhile everybody must just sit back. But if everybody sit back, who is going to do the exposure? Well, maybe my friend is right. Maybe God will do the exposure. But to my knowledge God use a lot of times people and things to happen to do “exposures”. God, I have always depended on U and prayed my ass off for nearly my whole life. Now I am praying for U – for U to have YOUR right to Destiny to happen. But I believe so strongly in U that I know that U are doing whatever Michelle is doing for a reason. And that Destiny and YOUR WILL, will prevail.

Oh God, thank YOU for this realization: Michelle is doing a thing YOUR way, but others are doing it the so called “opposite” way for the fulfillment of the opposites. It was YOUR plan all along? It is really special to be shown! Thank YOU!
14/11/2007 5:55pm(and Part1 was written on 13th and Part2 on 14th, which gives a 13/14, or a hidden Zep Tepi).

Part3 of Entry94 of my Journal

 

14/11/2007 7:47pm which gives 19:11 or 0(ne) and 9/11 – a 9/11 in disguise.And Michelle wrote me specifically that her birthday is on the 4th of the 1st. That gives a 1/4 or 14, like the day today. And as I changed the DSTV to CNN, it was breaking news about the 7.7 magnitude earthquake in Chile (that is South America, the place of the Jaguar – or the unknown energy). But the thing is, it caused disaster. They said it was 1,259km from Santiago. And if you look at the number it gives a 12 and 14. As I said in Part1 of Entry94 in the last note that I know I must set the dimensions straight again – and the funny thing is that the note ended after that on 19:19 or 7:7, (and each person playing the role of one of the opposites is a 7, so both are 7, so regarding opposites, they are merely there to confuse us as they are exactly the same – though opposites) magnitude of the earthquake today. But this earthquake today had something to do with Michelle (the 1/4 or 14 of her birthday) and with me setting the dimensions straight again (the 7.7 – see how each party of the opposites was a 7, an equal). As the whole of the distance the earthquake happened from Santiago, is 1 + 2 + 5 + 9 = 17 or 8, the Weaver of Fate, but which Weaver of Fate. I am one of those who beliefs in destiny, and for me this is part of the Weaver of Fate and therefore also part of destiny, but I think there is other plans with looking at this event that the emphasis of it is on disaster. (Although nobody was injured). And all of us are part of the Plan of Destiny! Does not matter in which way – if it is to show that our way of doing things are going to bring disaster or whatever. But I also know that Michelle is doing things in the highest respect of the 0(ne).
14/11/2007 7:59pm(and the date and time starts on a 1/4 or 14 and ends on a 1/4 or 14 – so this disaster had all to do with 14).

And then Entry95:

This is Entry95 of my Journal.

Part1 of Entry95 of my Journal.

15/11/2007 6:54pm and 6pm gives 18 hours and 5 + 4 = 9, which gives 999 or 111 (according to the Roman system where 9 is the I in the Alphabet). But 111 is also linked to the “reveal/revelation”. But from the hour we have 6pm and 6 is the upside down of 9, which means for me the number where everything comes together. And the Entry95 was created according to the computer at 6:53pm, in the minutes my 53 and in the 6, it is the upside down of 9.

I have written a note this afternoon that I want to quote:

15/11/2007 13:07 turning 13:08 (and 7 + 8 = 15), but 13 + 13 = 26 – the amount of letters we have in the English language and inversely it is the number of the badge that Einstein is on and also the amount of kilometres that the Iceberg were from East London, South Africa.

Yesterday, on 14/11/2007 an earthquake of magnitude 7.7 hit Chile, South America. And remember how I stressed that South America, South Africa and India holds the same kind of shape? And coincidentally the three big cats comes from these three places, namely the Jaguar, the Lion and the Tiger. But the earthquake was 1,259km from Santiago.

But on Sunday, 11/11/2007, my friend told me with his Tarot cards that I will meet someone, who is a bit not emosional, but will give me a worthwhile message or information. And it had to do with a red “stick” he was holding.

And on Monday, I went past probably the only gemstone shop in Tswane and met a man name Chris. And we started talking and I told him what I am looking for and why. And his answer to me was that he gets the impression I am a gnostic – if I know what that is? And then he explained to me what it is.
And eventually I explained to him what the picture in my head was what I wanted. It was a “wrist ring” with a red stone (linked to a ruby), but the shape of the eye of the eye in the ancient Egypts. I did not know at that stage what the eye meant, but he had a stone nearly that shape and I said I wanted that stone on the “wrist ring”.

But today I was taken to the computer to look up the meaning of that eye and came across the following and I quote:

“Designed to resemble the eye of a falcon, this symbol is called the Eye of Ra or Eye of Horus represents the right eye of the Egyptian Falcon God Horus. As the udjat (or utchat), it represented the sun, and was associated with the Sun God Ra (Re).
The mirror image, or left eye, represented the moon, and the God Tehuti (Thoth). (A very similar concept of the sun and moon as eyes appears in many religious traditions)
According to legend, the left eye was torn from Horus by his murderous brother Seth, and magically restored by Thoth, the God of magick. After the restoration, some stories state, Horus made a gift of the eye to Osiris, which allowed this solar deity to rule the underworld. The story of this injury is probably an allusion to the phases of the moon as the eye which is “torn out” every month.
Together, the eyes represent the whole of the universe, a concept similar to that of the Taoist Yin-yang symbol. Spiritually, the right eye reflects solar, masculine energy, as well as reason and mathematics. The left eye reflects fluid, feminine, lunar energy, and rules intuition and magick. Together, they represent the combined, transcendent power of Horus.”

But in my search today to see what the “eye” in the ancient Egyptians meant, I came across the same kind of “oval” kind of form. But this was the Ancient Hieroglyphic Alphabet the Egyptians used and it is linked to a “mouth” (which makes sense why I chose this form as I am speaking, although through writing) and to the letter “R” – and my name starts with an “R”. But the most interesting about this “oval form” that was first meant to resemble the “eye”, was that this “mouth” thing was on page 122 – which is linked to the finding of the tomb of the Ancient Egyptian King, Tuntankamen!

But the dark the ruby is set in is linked to the time of King Arthur, and Merlin and Avalon, as my writings is done by the pen of the “sword of Excalibur”. And that I have been shown a long time ago and I have written about it as well at that time. So this “wrist ring” is very much a symbolism object. With the ruby linked to the quoted paragraph and the rest of the “wrist ring” symbolised to the “sword Excalibur” and to Avalon – where the AVA414 means Avalon!

But it seems we are moving from the 22 time (which you could place on a watch at the 6 of the clock), to the 44 time. And this time seems to me to be linked to going back to “old ancient” knowledge. And then we will hit the 12 – fulfillment or the 0(ne) and Creation will unite with the Creator again.

Funny, but last night I went to bed worried about what Michelle is doing. And this morning woke up by the phone ringing and it was John and Three Big People (Powerful Beings) is going to be together in Windhoek on the 22/11 and will be giving (bringing into fruition) lessons about ancient sites and knowledge etc. on 23, 24 and 25 of November – 3 (confirmation number) days after Michelle held her 22/11 service. And therefore these Powerful Beings in Windhoek for the Ancient stuff, will undo all the hard work Michelle did on 22/11. But Windhoek is in the old South (West) Africa which relates to the “West” and therefore the place the sun goes under – and the sun is going under for life (my little piece of paper drifting off in space with words that once meant life, is not far from happening).

Then, before I went to sleep last night I asked for guidance. And I woke up this morning with the dream about a pen that is 44 “inched”, but nobody wanted to write with this pen except me. And I was writing with this pen against my cupboard I had when I was still in the police and in that cupboard everything was very particular and neatly set out and everything was up to date and filed. But this cupboard was standing between the trees and the leaves was very green and in the background there was the sea, the sum total of knowledge!
15/11/2007 13:26 (the same time I received my receipt from the gemstoneman for the “wrist ring”).

Part2 of Entry95 of my Journal.

16/11/2007 10:18pm and 10pm is also 22 hours and that gives a 221 and 8 where 221 is the inverse of 122 (which is related to the discovering of the tomb of the Egyptian King Tuntankamen), and 8 is the Weaver of Fate.
I received my “wrist ring” today. First went to the gemstone shop and the guy told me the “wrist ring” is finished but still at the guy who made it. And I told him that I will go and fetch the “wrist ring” myself from this guy – he must just explain how to get there.

And believe it or not, but the place this guy who made the “wrist ring” work, is at the same place as where my father (earthly) worked. Persikor Park. And I went there and the number of the building (it was just the building before the building where my father was in), was 53. Yes, my domino number again. And his office number was 1A or then as A is the 1st letter in the Alphabet, an 11.

And today is the 16th, so it is my link with Linda, but it is also 1 + 6 = 7, which is the number for me related to the NO-thing. And I explained in Part1 what the meaning of this “wrist ring” is and the stone is very much in the shape of that eye!

But seeing there is an 11 or as 1 + 1 = 2, I think it has to do with the NO-thing.

And I just wonder, how many people who see me, will know this beautiful gift that has been given to me with its meaning? I doubt if there will be one!

But the coincidence that I had to fetch this meaningful “wrist ring” at the place where my Father used to work, that was just amazing. And the time when I checked after I fetched the “wrist ring”, was 14:41. And 4 + 1 or 1 + 4 = 5 – the Sacred Number of the White Lions who are said to be the Messengers of God!
16/11/2007 10:34pm
(and 10 + 34 = 44!).

I cannot tell you what this “wrist ring” means to me. Especially after I discovered the meanings behind what was chosen. So that is on this day (and on 16th), the highlight in a long time. And especially that I had to go and fetch this “wrist ring” that had so much meanings to it, from the place where my Father work.

Anyway, with all the quotes, the letter is getting a bit long, so be it…

WARM REGARDS
Renee
17/11/2007 1:15am (cell’s time) 1:18am (computer’s time) and the minutes of the First Time added to the minutes of the Second Time gives 33. And the hour in both cases is a 1 and 1 or 11. And 11 + 33 = 44.